I think from now on when I get some( which isn't that often anymore). I'm coming to the room and I'm doing my best macho man randy savage/ Ultimate Warrior/ Rick flair so when at the end when I bust my nut I can whoooo out the cookie and put my clothes on and leave lol. I'm not lying I've crazier shit I busted a nut and looked at my ex and this a direct quote "mmm bean bag wet as shit". She pushed me out and told me to get the fuck off of her but I got my nut already. Plus it spices the sex life up, why not right I've thought about doing the puss in boots voice too IDGAF I'm off and need to humor myself #IDG, but never sleep with my cousin though.
Yik Yak is nothing more than cyber bullying and the more social craigslist personal page trying to find some drunken late night ass. It's full of broke down versions of J.fly want to be bring that ass here dudes trying to copy off of someone's success on another media outlet. It's the ratchet twitter and its After thots anonymous central where these hoes can vent their inner insecurities. Yik is Yak is basically where ratchets meet in app form.
I haven't been on here in awhile and the purpose of this blog was funny and say some borderline intelligent ignorance. This memo isn't any of that, this is honest heartbreak. I once saw a show that had a couple going through hard turmoil. The couple were in a debate to figure out if it was worth it to stay together and if they could get past the past issues and last how different of people they were. Then one of the best quotes I ever heard was said, " we don't know who are until we connected to someone. "Knowing your killing yourself inside cause your thinking about one person is crazy , but it only gets right when you have your other half back." I don't know if the idea of marriage and love that I thought was ideal is real and I doubt that I will ever get that fantasy. It's dumb I like to check on you, I know your fine your fully moved on I get that I'm just trying see your face , sneak sights of your smile. I feel better seeing you happy. As for me I'm a good person who has a heart and is infamous for making all the wrong decision at the worst time. I say the hurtful things that I can't take back and cant cover up. It's hard to love me and like wise I'm hard to fall into love I can say it but meaning is in the visual showing. I don't think guys like me get the good ol' lady you grow up old with I that old man that was divorced cool with his ex wife ad just floats around from a couple girlfriends here and there to get by.
I wear angels on my chest but keep going through the same hell.
sing love songs but inside cold as ice to the chill. I forgive you but can't see peace in me. roll up my thoughts in sweet green trees. bumping August Alsina cause ain't no loving me... lustful moments take the place of happy hours. solo drunk in bars numb feeling down to my feet. looking for happiness but at the end at no loving me. replace self for you and lost me wishing I could keep you here and you can help me find we diving in waterfalls from the eyes buzzed up, stay focus contrasting feelings between love and worthless. once again ain't no loving me it's hopeless. I love how white people like to feel my hair and just touch it out of nowhere. So I do the same shit back and grab it and go wow that's really nice white hair is so straight and white. Their face after I touch their hair is like what the hell. In my mind that exactly how I feel when you just rub your fucking hand all in my shit matting it up bitch. At least ask first I don't mind too much there's just rules when you touch it, I don't want you fucking my hair up for the day cause you just want to rub my shit however. Last the next person that grabs my hair calling it a fucking jheri curl I might smack the shit out of you with the force. It's curly but I don't put that greasy shit in my hair and I don't use s-curl either hoe.
Sit alone in thought and think about who I was
Think long and hard about what I've done Who have I met who have seen who have hurt and who did I inspire to dream Odd scenarios and and forgettable scenes Blissful memories and passionate things All what runs in my mind when I sit alone and think. I'm mixed and I think it's great to see more and more mixed kids with all sorts of combinations. With that said there is some complications that will occur. My ex was native and we talked about kids, names how we raise them so on. With that said we would differ. Now I think a challenge would be a white dad with black kids. Right away let me say as a black man I have not one problem seeing a white dude with a black chick I think its cool and I give that dude a lot respect, but if you think about it that's kind of got to be a tough parent job when your son gets older and talking shit about social injustice, police brutality and talking shit about white people and your dad is vanilla. Or if your joking with your son or playing one on and some shit is being talked and your son drops that n-word and says yeah nigga. How does the white dad respond? He can't say it (or I don't think he should) and if you tell your son not to use that word, is the son wrong for being mad you took a word freely used in black culture from him? Is that a point from his black card?
My dad is Mexican as fuck, i mean tejano listening, Spanish speaking, his parents were immigrants. Now as I said I'm part black, I'm use to older black dudes saying come here little nigga or being around dudes at the park at the park playing ball and nigga gets dropped freely. Hip-hop and rap use nigga like it was the word the. I remember playing my dad one on one and him talking shit like he does and I was older and learned the shit talking game well so I was beating him and I said to my dad yeah nigga you going take this L. The shock and pause on my dads face ....priceless! He didn't know what to say he just half smiled at me. he went on to say man don't use that word you don't want people to devalue who you are. I looked at him like this nigga really just tell me not to say nigga! Your telling me your black son not to say nigga! shit. He later said he understood it was used in the culture and I had family and friends saying it to me and he got it. While me and my dad talked I asked him dad why didn't you ever say it. He paused and said cause I don't see my black sons I just see two young men, I never saw a black wife just my queen. Wises shit I ever heard my pops say to me. Career Choices In life as we grow up, we learn new things and gain new skills. Also we learn traits, as we learn these traits we learn 2 things. One we learn things we are good at, and two we learn things we are not good at. Most people that get in a field or job there not good at, they try to get out of that and go back to their strengthens and do what their good at. Now certain traits and jobs if you aren't good at, its really obvious. With that said if you happen to be a stripper and your stripping and you notice you are not getting a lot of singles thrown your way and this seems to be a trend when your turn comes up on the pole. Than just maybe that isn't the job for you, maybe you don't dance so sexy in the nude on a stage against a pole. The phrase if you don't succeed try, try, try again doesn't apply to you and that job. If you don't have the body for a stripper then don't strip! nothing worst seeing a chick with a c-section scar and looks like she put 360 wave on the back of her thighs. Ass looks like a mashed potatoes in a plastic bag and tits look like a old balloons after the air is leaked out. You need to re-think life and get into something else. When your up late and the Everest guy is on doing the commercials, oh yes he talking directly into you soul. A stripper that can't strip is like a chick with smoker cough trying to talk sexy to you on the phone its a turn off. Or like calling a taxi for a group of 10 and the cab driver pulls up in a Geo, it makes you say what the fuck out loud. Oh and there's other jobs i can think of. Like if you don't speak well on the phone don't get a fucking telemarketing job. C'mon son re-think life and you need to consider going to community college. If you are not in great shape and you work at a gym as a consultant it's time to for you to get on monster.com or indeed and look for new employment. Why in thee fuck would I buy a gym membership from your big ass and I know you got free membership to this gym cause you work at this bitch, and doesn't look like you have used your own gym not never. Now I can think of more like if you weigh under 150 don't have any muscles or trained in any fighting styles professionally, you shouldn't be a bouncer at chuck-e-cheese let alone a night-club or a bar. What the fuck are you doing with life, what is going on with your thought process, and god please have health insurance you might need Obama care. Cause if the guy beating the shit out his girlfriends ex-boyfriend on a Friday night just cause he said hi to his lady, and they have been broking up since high school( they graduated in 2001 and its 2014). I don't think he is going to give a fuck about you coming up to him saying i think its time you go,can i see your wrist to X you out the club.Bet money he fucks you up on the way out the door. Re-think life that's not a good job for you, your skill set isn't fit for that career. People please get into careers that make since for you is the moral of the story. Who Hates Who between You and I? Who hates who between you and I Your smile seems very similar to mines. We feel pain,love,and misery you and I So who hates who between you and I young child minds don't know hate crimes, They don't yet fully understand what's the gray line. They haven't got the punch of comedic stereotypical lines. So once again who hates who between you and I? When did I learn terms like "the man" or how to play that race card when dealt that hand. this hate thing that I never quite could understand So who hates who between you and I I know who hates me just as much as you Same thing that hates when you and I unite and begin to rise When stereotypes can't blind our eyes and can't fix our minds The media hates you and I and they hate even more when when we pick up w and mix it with e and we develop to be much bigger than a me. So who hates who between you and I I know I like me some me and I'm cool with you But I'm in love when we I and you grows into a loving crew. So who hates who between you and I When we longer give a blind look and just open our eyes. yes this is my writing not stolen it's all Breon. Snap-Chat.... I hate when people send me the same damn snap-chat facial expressions for everything, like why? The same either confused dumb ass look or the classic duck lips. Stop that shit and just record a video if you can't change your expression. Nothing worse than a person telling you how great their day is but have the expression like there taking a fully blown physical shit, just my thoughts. |